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The soul which is yours...
...and could have been mine
Created on 2007-12-29 16:27:08 (#14554691), last updated 2009-12-11
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Basic Info| Name: | deftrevenant |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1980-04-04 |
| Location: | Fayetteville, Georgia |
BioSame as most everyone I make the ends meet as best they can and try to enjoy myself doing it.
I'm a semi-loner type with sporadic insomnia and a predisposition with serendipity. I walk around most of the time thinking about how absurd it is that anything exists at all. Because if every force and action has a reciprocal and opposing force the sum of all energy in the universe should balance out to zero, not to mention the whole chicken and the egg linear thought pattern that assumes everything has a beginning and an end.
That is to say; When you think about it, you know it all started somewhere, but you also know that nothing can’t become something, so the logic you lean on breaks down. Although this tends to happen in this life (especially when you study physics) and is not something you should worry about, I’m hedging my bets and trying to get my kicks before the universe figures out it's not supposed to be here.
The way I see it everything you do is an act of your will, and every human endeavor, whether we realize it or not, is an act of desire. Those actions may be selfish or selfless, loved or loathed and you win some and you lose some, but the blessing of being alive in this world is that it’s your choice how you play these games.
I’m amazed by the way people come into your life from out of the clear blue sky, frightened by how fast they can disappear, and thankful that some of them stick around. I’m a pretty nice guy though sometimes I harbor ill will to those who’ve wronged me, and occasionally I even dream up some melodramatic form of revenge which I’d never assume the vanity to take. I’m deeply in love with my freedom, but I do not exorcise it often enough. I’ve too many dreams and too many distractions and it’s hard for me to tell from day to day which force will win out. I ask myself often if I’m doing the right thing and don’t often know the answer...
Though sometimes the only thing you can count on in your existence is never understanding why. Either way it'll all be over soon.
Perhaps 'I don't know' and 'maybe so' are the only true answers.
I'm a semi-loner type with sporadic insomnia and a predisposition with serendipity. I walk around most of the time thinking about how absurd it is that anything exists at all. Because if every force and action has a reciprocal and opposing force the sum of all energy in the universe should balance out to zero, not to mention the whole chicken and the egg linear thought pattern that assumes everything has a beginning and an end.
That is to say; When you think about it, you know it all started somewhere, but you also know that nothing can’t become something, so the logic you lean on breaks down. Although this tends to happen in this life (especially when you study physics) and is not something you should worry about, I’m hedging my bets and trying to get my kicks before the universe figures out it's not supposed to be here.
The way I see it everything you do is an act of your will, and every human endeavor, whether we realize it or not, is an act of desire. Those actions may be selfish or selfless, loved or loathed and you win some and you lose some, but the blessing of being alive in this world is that it’s your choice how you play these games.
I’m amazed by the way people come into your life from out of the clear blue sky, frightened by how fast they can disappear, and thankful that some of them stick around. I’m a pretty nice guy though sometimes I harbor ill will to those who’ve wronged me, and occasionally I even dream up some melodramatic form of revenge which I’d never assume the vanity to take. I’m deeply in love with my freedom, but I do not exorcise it often enough. I’ve too many dreams and too many distractions and it’s hard for me to tell from day to day which force will win out. I ask myself often if I’m doing the right thing and don’t often know the answer...
Though sometimes the only thing you can count on in your existence is never understanding why. Either way it'll all be over soon.
Perhaps 'I don't know' and 'maybe so' are the only true answers.
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cheap thrills, computer games, drawing, drinking a few, figuring myself out., figuring people out, movies, music, painting, reading, the arts and sciences, travel, working out, writing
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